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Sertraline
03:22
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Circling the drain
I think I’ve found my way out
From this game
Think it’s sad to see
This tragic scene before me
And I don’t want to understand
Drifting through such substance riddled seas
A misanthrope in misery
I'm simply starving for affection
My sentiments insipidly
Given out so superfluously
Held in contempt and enmity
Gestating dread from isolation
And overwhelming dependency
It’s a wonderful feeling
I never want to let go
A wonderful feeling
I never want to let go
Fortune lies in hollowed searching eyes
Deception built on tiny capsuled lies
Now it’s what we do
Cry a river, flood your lungs, don’t breathe
To make your mind escape the truth and sleep
Now back to sleep now
Misguided missiles meant for me
Sought to destroy all clarity
Impair my judgment, feed my need
For wax poetic, woe is me
Fuel this pathetic masquerade
Ravish my ego, make me stay
Self-diagnosis seems to be
What's been debilitating me
It’s a wonderful feeling
I never want to let go
A wonderful feeling
I never want to let go
Hope, forgive, survive
I swear I have been searching
All my life
I began to wake
The world will shake
But in my heart
I’d rather watch it burn
Tell me who you want me to be
(Dysphoria has done me in)
Don’t understand why I can’t just live now
(Sever these ties)
Tell me who you want me to be
(My sub-par life)
Don't understand why I can't just live now
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TERRORantula
04:59
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Let’s sail away
To a foreign beach at night
Where the water’s always right
I wanna feel just like we were
On that night we were alone
We’ll skip the old routine
Cause you are royalty
We’ll float along and sing this song
Till our troubles fade away
I still can’t taste the rum
Love is taking over
Let the sun surround you (yeah)
Love is taking over
Let the moment grab you (yeah)
We’ll go far away to escape
You know I will wait to hold your hand
The way you smile
The way you laugh at things
The joy you always bring
I wanna watch you sleep
And on this isle
We can just sail away
Tell all the pain to fade
You are my saving grace
This overwhelming pinnacle has got me washing dishes
Cleaning up inside my soul
Sleep!
So tired of fleeting luxuries
You put my mind at ease
We'll go far away to escape
You know that I will wait to hold your hand
The way you smile
The way you laugh at things
The joy you always bring
I wanna watch you sleep
And on this isle
We can just sail away
Tell all the pain to fade
You are my saving grace
OH SHIT!
Couldn’t hold my drink
Thought I could escape
But I know I can’t now
Nine drinks in and I’m lickin on a popsicle
Cannot taste the liquor but I’m sure I made a spectacle
Leaving the game and run up a tab
Downed two car bombs and screamed some obscenities
Made dueling pianos a little insensitive
Chased her out the bar
So shut up and pitch
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Feelosophizin'
04:03
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I see obliteration waiting for me
An implication I could never believe
What it meant when I’m dead
Fear the end, futile dread
Acceptance never came to me so easy
Hung up by a fear that lived inside me
Seconds pass, baited breathe
Time can’t stop in this place
Oh no
Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I’ll ever change?
Do you want to save me?
Turn the page
My mind is stuck
On words I can’t remember
My strength is drained
I can’t keep up
But I will not surrender
All along
The past has shown
That fear is not the answer
I keep myself
Steady now
My covers blown
Do you really want to know
All that lies beneath the surface of me
It’s the charade
Everything I’m hiding falls into the deep
Oh no
Should you wait for me holding out thinking that I’ll ever change?
Do you want to save me?
Turn the page
My mind is stuck
On words I can’t remember
My strength is drained
I can’t keep up
But I will not surrender
All along
The past has shown
That fear is not the answer
I keep myself
Steady now
My covers blown
And I told you
If you pushed too hard
And I told you
That I'd come undone
I'll take my time
Until I find what is eating me up inside
Clear my mind
Try to make up the time
That I wasted on things
That I thought would make me feel alive
Can't find a rhyme or reason self exploration season
(I’ve come undone!) [x4]
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Duke Baron of Mahps
03:17
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Finding truth is easy
When they have let their guard down
You can run if you want to
You can go outflank the enemy
(Overthrow)
We’ll set the sun
The war is over
We already won
(Overthrow)
There’s nothing left
Just dust and echoes
To fill my head
Passion burned to fury
All these years I’ve been waiting
Can’t you see the devil in my eye
That is bleeding
Evil permeates off their wings
As they do my unholy bidding
The dark soul commanded you
So go, I am waiting
We’ll set the sun
The war is over
We already won
(Overthrow
The time has come
I am victor
Will right the wrong
(Overthrow)
There’s nothing left
Just dust and echoes
To fill my head
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Pm Ny Wadi
05:37
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To hold you
To feel your heart
I ache in ways I only imagined
I’m waiting
The wait is hard
Carnal feelings I can’t ignore
And so it goes
The moment slows
Redemption
Is coming
I will know you
I will know truth
[x2]
Well this could be my fucking golden opportunity
To share with you the feelings I am feeling currently
Instead of doing so I'll bitch at fucking everything
Convince myself that I need anything but therapy
Struggle to respire but I'm content with such a trite existence
Vapid exhausted neurotic comprised up of things I cannot define
Why can't I make what I'm feeling inside
A cohesive idea just to help me provide
A bit of insight
And so it goes
The moment slows
Redemption
Is coming
I will know you
I will know truth
[x2]
Time to sit down and listen up
To what I’m saying
This guessing game we play is really fucking irritating
I’m gonna tell you just how I feel and you can do the same
And no more holding back now to what I say
And no more keeping in every last desperation
We are one and the same from here on out
Are we okay?
Are we okay now?
Redemption
Is coming
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